I am a ninth grader and I would like to learn mathematics on my own. I have already learned algebra, geometry, trigonometry, some precalculus, number theory and tried to understand some calculus. Apart from those I learnt a bit from other areas of mathematics but not enough to be worth mentioning.
I have learned several things from books but those couldn't answer all questions so I had to turn to the internet (sometimes I can't be sure if something is correct or not). Besides I like to have proof for everything which is not always given in books. (I want understand it properly not just use a procedure).
I have tried using online lectures but the ones I have found according to my level were either going too slowly or didn't have complicated problems. Besides most didn't have the proofs. I use Khan Academy sometimes although it too lacks the difficult problems.
Could you please tell me what I can do to learn further mathematics(eg. More number theory, proof writing, calculus and... maybe analysis altough I suppose I am not prepared well enough for that)? Do you know any books I could read (normal high school /college /university books included just give me the name please) or lectures I could watch? Any other things I could do? I would like a good understanding of the subject as I would like to become a mathematician.